the past days have laughed me.
they conspired against me,
in a great practical joke.
and i the victim.
this is my curse
i never thought i would be betrayed:
by happy memories,
turned into night terror,
that haunt me while i am awake;
by people i thought were my friends,
people whom i thought knew me;
by the days,
that with each one past,
i felt i was closer,
to a family i love so much
but this is my curse.
i never thought this could happen,
every thing was going so well.
but i should have known that history repeats itself,
but it seems it only brings back the bad stuff.
everything you hope will not come back t
to break;
to destroy;
this is my purpose.
falling down,
wind passes as i approach the speed of sound,
as my exponents increase,
so does my power.
this is my purpose.
hurling toward the earth,
gaining speed,
so i may break through anything in my path.
to get to the center.
this is what i was made for.
some people will be horrified at the sight of me,
some will welcome me with open arms.
however i am greeted my purpose is the same.
i am here to break down what was old,
to bring in a revolution.
to set right the wrongs,
and to bring peace.
breaking down old establishments
to make room for shelter.
so some i am a villin
sketch me,
draw me,
draw me bleeding.
i am not whole,
there are parts of me missing.
and i bleed,
i bleed
i bleed for you,
to come make me whole.
there is only half of me here,
where i am now,
where is the onther half?
where are you?
i had you with me once,
but then you were ripped away.
and now i bleed,
to be whole again.
so sketch me,
and watch me bleed.
do not worry about me,
never worry about me.
i will survive
without you.
these wounds wil heal,
in time.
in time,
these wounds will heal,
and the bleeding will cease.
thump-______
thump-______
one beat,
and one beat only,
is what my heart makes
thump-______
thump-______
most peoples hearts beat twice,
but mine.....
only once
thump-______
thump-______
thump.......................
the trees,
the trees are crying.
the trees,
the trees are crying for me.
as a walk past them,
they feel my hurt,
and their leaves fall around me,
the trees are weeping.
Its been a year now that youve been gone
It really feels like it hasnt been that long
I miss you like you wouldnt believe
And Im really, really going to grieve
Life doesnt feel the same now,
But I hope I can get over it, somehow.
You made such an impact on our lives,
And because of that, we always strive
You always made me feel like a princess,
And thats the thing that I loved best.
But now youre gone, and you cant come back;
I will forever miss you, Grandpa Jack
i am more than a man. i smile at my demise. ask who i am. i was sent to rule on earth. i wreck with every prayer. ask who i am. fear tries to take me, the flesh tries to pull, blackness is all around me, but i am undefeatable! JUST ASK WHO I AM!!
Current Residence: home Favourite genre of music: i do not condence music into genres Favourite style of art: all except for bad stuff Operating System: linux MP3 player of choice: almost broken ones Shell of choice: green turtle....hehe Wallpaper of choice: mae Favourite cartoon character: umm yes?
British
[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[] You know what a brolly is.
[] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[] You wanted Ben to win X Factor.
[] You use the word "bugger"or the phrase "bloody hell."
[] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[] Its football...not soccer.
Total: 1
Australian
[] You wear flip flops all year.
[] You call flipflops thongs not flip flops.
[] You love a backyard barbie.
[x] You know a barbie is not a doll.
[] You love the beach.
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing.
[] You're a sports fanatic.
[] You are
i was on a walk this morning and i heard somthing behind me, so i looked back and i was surprised to see a dog. this dog was the cutest puppy i had ever seen. but i found the owner so i gave it back. me sister took pictures, i should put them up soon.
in the mean time listen to "embers and envelopes" by mae because that is what i am listening to.